What The HULL.

Do you ever have those days where you are so depressed or some other grotsky feeling, that you really want to go out and do something, but you lack the motivation to do it?

I had a day like that today.

I REALLY wanted to get out and do something, because for the past little while my life has been a pile of shit. A very nice smelling piece of shit, as it hasn't been horrible, but I just can't shake this mood I'm in. As in, my life is actually going quite nicely but my "heart" can't seem to process it.

I need this product, but for my life.

The need to make music is sort of taking over me. Taking me over?

Whatever.

I really want to get some kind of creative outlet, and music would be perfect. If only I could play an instrument. Isn't that the case? You need something to do what you want to do? 

Life is an endless process. I just need the fucking manual.